My weakness is that I care too much...

Blah-dy Blah.

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 00:16:03 GMT

So I like almost died 2 hours ago...My entire body got like... extremely hot, and my legs were shaky...it was kind of scary.

Anywho.

How is everyone?

heres the present!

Sun, 12 Feb 2006 18:51:15 GMT

There's just no one who gets me like you do...

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 19:58:18 GMT

I am bored...the snow is pretty though...right???

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Don't vote for OZ Bengur

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 15:09:51 GMT

If you have a chance to vote for congress or whatever...don't vote for that guy

I mean Im not one to tell people what to do -- just don't.

I went to my sisters show last and they wouldn't let me in because I was underage...I was upset because I could be sleeping. ahh!

We're gonna make it after all...

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 00:37:51 GMT

And I thought I had a boring life...no chance.

Tonight I have to drive up to Baltimore with Misty and See my sisters show...not so bad...im going to bring my camera. It wouldn't be so bad if I wasn't fucking dead to the world right now...and if I didn't have to be at my house by 815 tonight and I get off at 8.

blah blah blah more to come

I'm just tired

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 02:56:48 GMT

I am not in a good mood and haven't been for days. I can't shake it. Im tired and overwhelmed and I feel defeated. yell at me if you want ... i don't care.

the room is spinning

Tue, 07 Feb 2006 21:01:27 GMT

I have come to the paining conclusion that I have had way too many stimulants today.
My usual...the Concerta and then I had some Mr. Pibb during my American Lit class and I had Tea for lunch..ahh!

This morning I woke up at like freaking 8am and watched 2 (count them) 2 episodes of saved by the bell...in the words of Joey Lawrence "whoa" Then I proceeded to work out at the gym. Have I mentioned how much I love the elyptical? Its a lot.
Then I took a shower and ran off to class. American lit has a lot more pazaz than World lit, I don't know why. Perhaps it's because there are more people in it or maybe its because its at 12:30 instead of 9:30am like world lit...or...something...but I like it better. I turned in my app for the talent show and then I got gas because I was on E Then I went to return a shirt I bought but didn't like at the mall and got some lunch. Then I visted dad's work where I proceeded to see some kid that I went to high school with... I think his name was Josh, but I can't for the life of me remember his last name...anyway dad ran my car through the car wash and here I am. It is georgous out AGAIN! Sucks that I have a 5pm class for 3 hours. Oh well. I decided not to Weigh in at Weight Watchers today...I am going to do it tomorrow - maybe then they will stop stalking me.

Anywho...I'm out like trout...gotta do some reading...

hola!

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 16:33:38 GMT

Hey okay - so I am going to post a picture tonight or tomorrow...

But BEEJ got me the best present.

Its adorable :o)

I am working for like 3 people today. It is extremely busy bc 2 people called out. :sigh:

Oh well- I am not complaining since I don't have to work tomorrow...I wonder if they are going to call me to come in.

tired.

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 00:21:47 GMT

I am soo tired :o(

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 17:09:01 GMT

I am soo blah today - and I forgot to bring Pen and Paper to school today - I am so retarded. I don't have any like Binders or anything because I'm broke until about friday.

Last night I got to see Beej for the first time in like forever ( or so it seemed) It was very very nice to see him :blush: I love him.

--->

Last night I also went to Karaoke in Baltimore @ the charred rib w/ my family ( ie. kelly, matt, chris etc.) I had a really nice time seeing everyone...matt wants to record me and kelly...

I hope that my teacher doesn't drown on about nothing like he did on monday...speaking of teachers...my LIT teacher was talking about how much he hates my main man GWB (George Bush)-- I didn't like that at all by the way. I even asked him " how is this relevant" I don't think he liked that too much...

Okay everyone, I have to go and find a pen or something to bring with me to class. I hope everyone has a good day!

Something hit me in the face somewhere...

Sun, 29 Jan 2006 14:31:16 GMT

I have been thinking of learning to play guitar lately and I think next sunday I am going to get Lessons. I know I have already said it before...but I am serious this time. Writing isn't doing it any more for me...I need to sing it.

I was late for work this morning...:o/ Oops.

Anyway excited about that new project...and excited for school tomorrow. (what a nerd I am)

I have noo gas yuck.

My head hurts.

Fri, 27 Jan 2006 18:29:13 GMT

I am falling apart!

My uterus is going to fall out it hurrts soo bad!. Oh well.

I got my schedule for work! Fridays and Saturday's only 9-8! I hope I do better in school this semester.

blah blah.

Me.

Mon, 23 Jan 2006 15:52:26 GMT

I have been having these really bad headaches lately. whatever.
I am wondering how I am going to pay for my school books because school starts next week and I just dont have any money.

:sigh:

"Sucks to be You"

Sun, 22 Jan 2006 02:57:16 GMT

okay I just found this on Aol Today its hillarious:

STBY - 1/20/06

The Award Goes To: Osama Bin Laden

AP Photo

That's right. I'm talking to you, Osama. You don't scare me. Did you know you're the only person that still uses cassette tapes? Just checking. Most cell phones even have video camera options now, but no... why waste money on that when you can spend it on, oh, I don't know... wholesale murder? That makes sense -- to John Wayne Gacy.

Your life, blessed with extraordinary wealth, has been sullied by your theological Dr. Evil-esque delusions, and now you're subjected to live your life hopping caves like it's a pub crawl. Also, did you see your high-tech message hasn't done anything to change our mostly-ridiculous color-coded terror alert system? You can't even hit orange anymore. That's weak. Not that anyone knows what "orange" actually entails, but still. And a truce offer? Did you really think we'd accept it? Does this mean you either: 1. Have a conscience, or 2. See that you won't win? I think it's a bit late for option 1 to come to fruition, and we all know you're going down eventually, so door number two isn't even a valid proposal.

So what are you left with? Your Captain Caveman lifestyle, your crappy tape recorder, your twisted ideology and the souls of thousands waiting to rip you apart in the afterlife. Have fun with that.

**Editor's Note: If I end up captured or killed because of this article, my only request is that Dave Grohl play the drums at my funeral and Mario Batali cater the afterparty. Thank you.

If you want to read more stuff go to this website http://journals.aol.com/thefeedblog/AOLNewsTheFeed/

PS i LOVE BEEJ

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Fri, 20 Jan 2006 02:58:53 GMT

I am in a very bad mood.
I didn't do anything today and I am exhausted.

Thats actually not entirely true I
- Went to weight watchers
- went to Wolf's with my mom
- worked out
- went to FCC for 1.5 hours to train to be a tutor

But tomorrow I have 3 major things to do:
-Make dinner for robert
- ask/tell my work I am going part time
- go to the bank.

im already stressed!

You know....

Mon, 16 Jan 2006 22:47:09 GMT

I am in a damn bad mood now.

and its all my fault

okay can we please stop!

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 18:21:54 GMT

I am so sick of the whole people are dating so lets merge their names together ... WHY!?!?!? why do we need to do this??

Bennifer

Brangelina

What the hell?

Why don't I nick name me and beej - colleej - why??

becuase its retarded thats why.

so just stop world.

So.

Sun, 15 Jan 2006 15:43:53 GMT

It has recently occured to me that I was really really depressed last year. How retarded of me. I know I have said it a million times before but I was never really sure. My 'listener' had me take a couple tests for that among other things in april (or may whatever) but ... I was on web md and everything it lists incompasses me. (or incompased.)

okay so what is my point right?

my point is I wanted to say I'm sorry to anyone I blew off or was a bitch to this past year...I love you guys :o/

by the way...has anyone heard from LORA??

stupid irish boys

Sat, 14 Jan 2006 16:02:40 GMT

yes...im listening to Tsunami bomb...tis been almost a year since I saw them at the otto bar. good times.

told ya there were more!

Thu, 12 Jan 2006 21:55:11 GMT

No worries - I will make a LJ cut.

my cousin matt ...'nough said.

Okay left to right - Aunt Shirley (matt in blue), kell, cara, chris angie; mckayla, Me, Katie & Christina

Kell, me and cara with tim and ann

me and cara actin' crazy

me kelly and cara w/ our uncle john

me and dad :o)

my dad and my uncle skipping around when the redskins won...haha...wow.

my cousin James (aww!)

cara chris and me singing :o)~

you can be up you can be down

Sun, 08 Jan 2006 21:47:44 GMT

:o.
what do you get when you cross 2/3 irish people and 1/3 itailan people and put them all in the same room for a wedding reception??

awesomeness
:o) pictures comming soon :

I<3 these girls
(a little less than 1/4th of my 21 first cousins)

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 05:59:17 GMT

uhg.

"ahaha I am not sober this morning"

Mon, 02 Jan 2006 18:41:36 GMT

No. You cant say this to a potential client on the damn phone. This lady sitting next to me just said this. ahh. it is rediculously crazy here and there is like 9 people working...thats it. damn. and I am doing Stroke reports and buisness aviations and I have 7 tags on my que. it blows.

So

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 22:48:35 GMT

I just finished my 341 page book in like 12 hours. Holler. I am a reading fool. I need to get another book from home to bring in on monday.

My leg is hurting. I am doing same day's right now - go me.

blah - 2 more hours.

Am I more than you bargined for?

Sat, 31 Dec 2005 14:43:45 GMT

So last night I was lying in my room bawling my eyes out for no reason. Who knows. I took a shower before that to see if it would make me feel better, but it didn't because I ended up crying in the shower. I called beej and talked to him and that made me feel a little better.
Then Christine called me and we talked and that made me feel alittle better again.

ah. I hate feeling like that.

heres my cousin and me (the one who is getting married next weekend)...after she asked me to be a bridesmaid in her wedding -- haha if only I knew what i was getting myself into ;o)

PS - why is everyone getting engaged/married?